1.
Why is it that whenever i want it to rain
to wash away my pains
into the drain,
it never does?
And when i stop wishing
'cos there's no use hoping
for rain, that little something,
it pours down on me like a curse?
Why do we let ourselves be critiqued by others,
by all those fuddy dudders
who hide behind their fake smiles.
it's like they're keeping a 'you' file
everything bad is talked about for days,
but anything good is simply brushed away.
Have they all been cursed
to see only the worst
in everyone but themselves?
they all think they're so great
and have the rights to rate
and make people's lives into hells.
I do all i can for my friends,
they deposit all their problems into my hands.
but when i can't help
they throw me aside like i never felt
hurt when they said 'why don't you go on home'
and meant 'just leave us alone'
Are these the people whom i call friends?'
cos sometimes they treat me like a fiend.
they make me wanna say to the world, bye.
i think I'll just go die.
copyright Aelisilea
8:26 PM
