4.
I never really felt anything for you
i just wanted it so bad i told myself i do.
but now it's over, and you're free to go to her.
i guess all i was was an excuse,
just something you used
to show off how popular you were
with her, her and her.
i was so in love that i didn't notice
all i wanted was that first kiss.
instead or coming right out,
you lead me about
on a stupid idiotic dance
without giving me a chance
to see what a jerk you were.
were and are.
you said you weren't sad,
thinking it might make me feel bad.
well, it didn't.
never would nor couldn't.
i realized something
that once you know; you'll feel like a king.
now that we're no longer...
you know, together,
you're free to date,
without me turning you into shark bait,
i guess I’ve made you happy,
instead of feeling crappy.
oh well,
you can go burn in hell
for all i care, honestly.
but i still don't know why i was so silly
to fall for you,
of all people, you!
copyright Aelisilea
8:29 PM
