9.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
There’s something deep inside you see
It makes me want to do bad things
I’ve stained my once white angel wings
My job handed to me from god himself
Was to keep you happy and in good health
That’s my job as your Guardian angel
So what is wrong with me pray tell?
I want to keep you happy and I want to keep you safe
But for some reason I’m starting to loose my faith
Faith in myself and what I believe
And I no longer want to breathe
I’d rather die than make you sad
So unless I can stop being bad
Stop this force inside my heart
I’m afraid, my love, it’s time we part.
Times have been so hard lately; I feel I’d lost myself
I’d been thinking oh so selfishly and left you up on a shelf
You were so out of my reach and I couldn’t bear to try
To reach you ‘coz it seemed like you would only make me cry
I was drowning in my own life, a sea of problems and fears
But I forgot how you were always there to wait and dry my tears
I was acting so conceited, I was acting so depressed
It must have been so hard for you, you could easily have left
But you always stood right by me, having faith in my missing heart
When the day came that I found myself, tears did quickly start
I felt so ashamed and sorry, but at the same time renewed
I promise I’ll pay you back someday but for now I say, Thank you.
copyright Aelisilea
8:36 PM
